We lived by the words
of gods, mythologies
you’d mold our history to.
How many nights, you,
a young father, squint-eyed
from books and lamplight,
weaving lessons into bedtime-
the story of Icarus warning
to soar, (like me on my swing set)
not heeding a father’s words,
his fall likened to mine.
I’d carry his doom to sleep,
and that of Narcissus too,
his watered face floating
beautiful and tragic above
my head. My own face
a mirrored comfort
you’d pull me from. Late,
when my dreams turned
to nightmare, you were there-
Beowulf to slay Grendel
at my door. The blood on your hands
you’d anoint my head with.
You would have me bold, fearless-
these were things you needed
to teach me. Warning and wisdom.
You couldn’t have known
how I’d take your words and shape
them in creation, reinvent you
a thousand times, making you
forever young and invincible.
Not like now. Not like now.
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